hey hey.
anybody missing my blog?
wahaha.
we had been together for a week le.
i feel like we are together for very long le sia.
hee.
so happy to be wif him.
=)
ya.
like wat yun sae.
its time for mi to change my blog skin le.
coz..
IM NOT LONELY ANYMORE!!!
hee.
=P
anyway.
i got back some of my results le.
marketing got 34/40.
c pro got A.
quite happy lah.
left wif maths and 2010 lor.
wish mi all the best ba.
:)
shit!
hafta go back store calculate party incentive.
but im lazy sia.
-.-
mayb tml night or fri morning ba.
sian.
sch ar.
bastard oso found out tat jinlong quite weird recently.
den he ask mi abt him.
wat happen to him.
haha.
how am i going to noe it man?!
i told bastard tat i oso found him weird weird de.
but dunno y.
den seline.
her bf go ns le.
she beri sad.
she cried.
i oso feel quite sad for her lah.
i oso scared wait my dear go ns.
i think i will cry till siao lor.
hai.
omg.
scared scared.
:(
hmm.
went back to bartley juz now.
wif yun and mong.
saw ms lee.
she brought us into the staff room.
saw a couple of teacher.
saw mr francis!!
hee.
=p
den mr chin us the graduating class de video.
they made themselves de.
quite nice leh.
den they will play in to the sch during the grad night.
i found this thingy quite cool lor.
our batch de grad night nth de.
sian sian de.
so sad.
haha.
hmm.
den oso saw mrs chou!!!
she rmb my name!!!
wahaha.
coz the previous time i went back she forgotten my name.
i told her.
hee.
den she totally cant regconise yun sia.
omg.
until yun call her den she realise is yun.
haha.
den saw ms tay.
the first sentence she sae to mi.
'wah aft so many yrs still haven grow taller ar?'
WAT THE...!!!
y is everybody so against my height?!
somemore both oso my math teacher!!!
haha.
i dun mind.
coz..
im contented wif wat i haf.
:)

todae's work was shag.
conducted 3 back-to-back parties.
ya lor.
wif no break.
whole dae no one ask mi.
'ehh u nv go for break ar? if hungry fast bite at ur party store room lor'
coz they assume tat i will eat there.
but todae i din lor.
juz ate a few strands of fries nia.
how long can they stay in my stomach?!
den when i finish my last party.
i was clearing up.
samuel came over.
ask mi.
'ehh u still dun wana go for ur break ar? still dun wana eat ar?'
wah i was so shocked lor.
den i told him tat whole dae he is the first and the only one in the store concern abt my stomach.
nicey him.
touched!
=P
i oso din eat there.
ate the bdae cake left my customer.
off i go to meet my dear dear at toa payoh.
had our dinner.
den went home lor.
im freaking tired man.



juz now zhi wei msg mi.
told mi he's sick.
'asma', flu and cough.
jialat sia.
somemore his bdae coming.
25/01.
his 18 bdaes no one celebrated wif him.
even this yr.
his 19th bdae oso no one.
sad man.
if i can i wana celebrate wif him.
but.
he is at malaysia.
ya.
i going back on 27th.
but got no time to go over to his place there leh.
sorry.
promised him to go see him if i haf the chance.
oh ya!
ytd midnight.
ah yong jie jie.
my malaysia cousin called.
saeing tat they all bringing us to sunway lagoon!
yippie!!!
last year brought us there.
this yr again!
nicey them.
tats y i love to go back malaysia!
=)

look at the time i blog now.
0303am.
and im still awke!!!
omg``
coz juz finish my marketing report!
finally!
phew``



im loving my dear dear each dae more!
-DUH-
ytd(fri) he in charge of the open house mah.
den i think got german booth or wat ba.
noe wat he did there?
he made a heart-shape biscuit for mi.
hee!
=P
i ask him wat biscuit was tat.
he told mi.
'ginger biscuit'
GINGER?!?!
omg``
i still eat it lah.
his effort leh.
but hor.
the taste reallie sux.
=x
coz i dun like ginger taste wat.
he ate it oso.
he oso sae the taste sux.
-_-"
lol.



went to work aft sch.
he went to fetch mi aft his work.
omg``
poor us hafta work.



short post for this.
wana ciao to slp liao.
not going band.
=x
will sae abt tat more if i rmb during my next post.
im going to meet my dear dear den go work.
he no work!
argh!
=P
ciaoz``

reached sch ard 0750.
tats quite early.
walked pass canteen saw ai ren, philip and gan jiong.
drank a cup of coffee.
hopefully can stay awake.
but aft a while it made my stomach feel weird weird de.
-_-
den went to elp ard 0810.
SSH not there yet.
but aft a while she came i liao.
gave us paper quiz to do.
ai ren and mi kept on talking and talking.
den tat SSH kept on turn and look at us.
bo bian.
we are near her wat.
coz all the far far com spoil liao.
lousy``
ever since common test spoil till now le leh.
elp end early.
had our tutorial early.
and end early.
and we went for our breakfast-cum-lunch early lor.
my dear join mi and my gers!
hee!
=P
den my gers kept on disturbing mi.
di siao-ing mi.
badie them!
=x
peng you zuo dai jing tian we zhi``
ming tian continue k?
LOL!
=D
aft our meal.
we went to audi.
open house mah.
guess wat?!
leon singing.
lol.
he sang jj's jian jian dan dan.
nicey.
aft tat saw a few performance.
den went to our 2002 lect.
yup.
we are late.
coz we all at audi.
haha.
den dear send mi to the LT wor.
wakaka.
ooo.
den parted when reached lah!
lol.
at the end of lect.
got back our result for 2002.
i was so damn freaking shock lor.
i got a B for tat!
=D
of coz happie lah.
all of us was so shock tat jinlong got a D.
coz of his recent changed attitude.
den when i ask him.
'ehh y u got D ar?'
den he ans.
'i already told u i ALL dunno wat'
sorry lor.
i think my memory not tat bad ba.
he nv told mi lor.
aiya forget it lah.
of coz he lydat sae lah.
he still wan his pride de mah!
still wan face wat!
-_-
den at the end of the dae.
he ask help from mi for exam.
den i told ai ren.
'wah he will still seek help from others de meh'
'tot he beri kiang liao'
haiya!
den i told him i try my best lah.
duh!
im not tat pro afterall.
can i juz tell him dun be SO self-confidence.
den im sure he can get good grade de.
=x
ai ren..
go and tell him kiang tio ho mai key kiang..
=P
argh!
enough of tat guy!
den we went for sem proj de lab.
tat idiotic bitch not there yet.
ALWAYS!
dun care!
went to meet my dear at fj.
lol.
talk talk talk.
den seline called mi sae tat bitch reach liao.
so i went to the lesson lor.
sians.
we left there ard 1700.
den guess wat?
i went to meet dear.
and ai ren went to meet her johan.
lol!
coz they 2 in the same lect grp.
good lor.
can acc each other when waiting for them liao.
=D
den hor.
dear hor.
got distinction for 2002.
omg``
clever boy!
=P
den aft tat ai ren and mi went town.
bought a bag for seline's bdae present.
den we went back to sch.
y?
coz our dears having night class.
wahaha!!!
=p
den he sent mi home.
and im so freaking tired.
but im still awake now.
doing my marketing lah.
sians.
dunno can finsh or not sia.
die.

to wo qing ai de ai ren:

HEY!!! dun be lazy le lah!!! ONLINE!!! ONLINE!!! ONLINE!!! BLOG!!! BLOG!!! BLOG!!! lol =D not i nv tell mi abt tat.. is u nv online and nv read my blog! tats y u got the info slow! cant blame mi! bleahx! =P btw i need proj de cover page`` if dun met mi online den send to my email ba.. rmb go d/l c pro! we haven start tat proj yet! shit!!! =x err.. omg`` i sae so much things to u.. but dunno when will u read it leh haha!

heh heh!
we are together le.
=)

reach sch abt 1100 sharp.
lesson start at 1110.
c pro lect.
den lunch.
den 2002 lab.
den c pro lab.
den dinner.
den 2005 night class.
first time left the sch so late.
lesson end at 2130.
left sch nearly 2345 ba.
coz haven finish the lab.
chim lor.
hai.
lab test die le lah.
so many lab tests coming.
next tue 2002 de lab test.
plz bless mi all the components im using are in GOOD condition.
tat lab de components sux de.
everytime spoil.
heard tat tat idiotic lecturer expect us to noe the component is good or spoil.
-.-
wth``
somemore i dunno how to use tat lab de oscilloscope.
ai ren we go cope the night class lab de oscilloscope lah!!
lol.
=D
den somemore still got 2005 de lab test.
2010 got lat test or not ar?!
OMG!!!
forgot liao!!!
=x



tml going back to sch.
rare to see mi to be in sch on wed sia.
haiya.
got the elective briefing lor.
wana go listen lah.
shld be quite impt leh.
talk abt wat major we gonna do in yr3.
shld be first time im so 'interested' in briefing.
lol.
still rmb first yr ba.
went to the complementary studies de briefing.
i slp there.
wahaha!
sians.
sae until yr3.
fast hor.
reallie blink eye den yr3 liao.
we all like slack slack.
now oso slack till yr3 liao.
den 2007 reallie coming out to the real society and work liao.
wat will life be like being a full-time working adult?
dunno.
and on the other hand.
ai ren and gers ask mi to go uni.
they sae im still young.
coz im the youngest among them mah!
=D
but i scared by tat time i got no interest in studying le leh.
hmm.
but.
if reallie i haf the chance to get into local uni.
y not right?
=P



haiyo!
y i everytime kena suan wan ar?!
kena suan being loud.
kena suan being short.
kena suan when i laugh.
hai.
cant be help le ba.
wat to do.
tats mi leh.
bo bian leh.
i reallie admit it sia.
if im not loud.
not short.
nv laugh.
tats not suet liao leh.
wahaha!!!
LOL!!!
correct?
=P

i wan to haf qi jie mei tuan yuan fan!!!

woke up at 1000.
slacked on my bed till nearly 1100.
forced myself to wake up.
coz my lesson starting at 1300.
reached sch juz on time my the lecturer start her lecture.
was marketing lecture.
step in to lecture room.
went to my seat.
haven even sit down.
beng leong ask mi.
'so hows common test?'
-_-"
den i told him my 2002 and 2010 die liao.
haha.
he sae his maths gone case.
alot of careless mistakes.
good luck to him ba.
lol.
=D
den our marketing lecturer told us.
'u all group AJ din did quite well for ur common test.'
omg!
jialat liao.
hopefully im not one of those ba.
the marketing lecture end quite early.
den went lunch wif di, jinlong and dan.
den went to 2002 de elq.
we all went there reallie did nth lor.
ai ren was looking for topic for her sem proj.
den got our nyp t shirt for this year.
not reallie nice this year.
getting plainer and plainer each year.
tats wat ai ren found out.
ya lor.
den aft tat went to maths lecture.
sae until this maths lecture.
i wana ask who ever kena SUAN by ur lecturer infront of the WHOLE lecture?
no ba right?
but i did!!!
wat the hell!!!
stupid idiot bastard lecturer!!!
i noe im loud.
i noe im short.
but do u need to sae it so MANY times infront of all?!
u sae u are joking.
u sae u got no harm.
but!
i will still be paiseh de leh!
argh!!!
aft tat lecture.
home liao lor.
overslept on bus again.
-_-"
i board the bus at 1800.
too tired den slp ba.
den when i wake up.
i looked.
'looks' like bishan.
i look at the time.
its abt 1900 le.
den i was thinking y so slow de.
hmm.
mayb heavy traffic ba.
den i stare at the road for awhile.
it saes.
'upp aljunied road'
which had already past the stop i suppose to stop!!
-_-"

he asked mi to go do the marketing report together wif him on wed.
den i sae ok or.
coz he had asked mi for dinner alot of times but i rejected him.
so this time bu hao yi shi zai reject lor.
haha.
he sae can finish the report on tat dae.
hopefully ba.
got help from him.
den i no need worry so much le ba.
hee.
ai ren: dun worry i will still help u de k! i wun forget u de. hee =P

one marketing report is partly down.
left wif sem proj and c pro.
haven go and see the 'skeleton' jinlong send mi.
see i can do it or not ba.
den c pro.
siao liao lor!!
JIU MING AH!!!

to my xiu er jie:
no matter wat happen.. juz rmb and dun ever forget!! u will ALWAYS haf us, ur da jie and ur 5 meiS, by ur side no matter wat.. our heart is always together.. even if the sky drop we will still protect u de.. rmb once i told u: 'you fu tong xiang you nan tong dang'.. dun think so much le lah k? dun think y are u in this world.. and oso den ever think of dying k? since u are already in this world. juz live to the fullest =) hmm seriously im reallie not good in my words.. i juz wan u to be happy.. if reallie got no one to turn to.. can always look for mi.. call mi msg mi confirm can!! im available 24-7 de!! LOL =D cheer up!! sm:)e

13jan(fridae):

my maths paper.
my last common test paper.
the paper was alright.
i was juz on time to finish the whole paper.
dun even haf enough time to right down all my ans to compare wif the rest.
compared those i managed to copy down.
heng ba.
got the same ans wif some of them.
so shld be saved ba.
now waiting for results lor.
wish mi the best of luck ba.
=)
den aft the paper.
mi.
ai ren and johan.
went to somerset.
wanted to eat sushi buffet ard there de.
SWAY`
no more sushi buffet there le.
den decided to go hmv to eat sakae buffet.
DOUBLE SWAY``
the buffet onli start at 3pm.
at tat point of time is onli abt 11am nia.
we dun wana wait.
den changed our mind.
decided to go taka de seoul garden and eat.
TRIPLE SWAY```
the seoul garden there closed for renovation.
WAT THE HELL MAN!!!
wana eat one good meal oso cannot!!!
DEN.
we DECIDE AGAIN.
to go parkway de sakura and eat.
FINALLY.
we FOUND somewhere to haf our good meal.
its nice ok.
reallie wide variety of food.
can go and haf a try.
its worth it.
provided u can eat alot lah.
lol.
went to meet shinyi aft my sakura meal.
coz the dae b4 she msg mi sae i nv look for her.
nv msg her.
sae i bo xim.
wth.
idiot?
bo liao?
hai.
wat to do?
my friend wat.
LOL!!!
=D
wah.
if ever she read this.
i think she will kill mi man.
but.
no harm lah k.
=P
so i went to meet her at suntec.
coz she at her workplace there dunno doing wat.
shop.
shop.
shop ard.
den.
talk.
talk.
talk awhile.
she treat mi one drink.
den i go off liao.
ard 4+ ba.
took bus back.
slp on bus.
overslept.
wth!
when i wake up.
its ard boon keng there.
lucky i noe how to go home from there.
den i realise tat dae was.
fridae the 13th!!!
no wonder im so damn freaking SWAY!!!
reached home 5+ ba.
online awhile till 6+.
den went to bed.
slp liao.
till the next morning 0630.
i slept for 12hrs.
pro ba.
wahaha!!
cannot blame lah.
whole week common test week.
everydae slp not even for 4hrs.
hais.

14jan(saturdae):

woke up at 0630.
y?
band lor.
hais.
im so damn freaking lazy to go lor.
ard 0745 den im out of my hse ba.
supose to start at 0800 lah.
reached ard 9+.
met soefian in the bus.
reached liao.
not even 5 ppl there ba.
if i noe.
i wun go so early.
=x
later ppl slowly come lor.
hmm.
actually i was quite sad ba.
hmm.
den i realise.
interest cant fulfill dreams without TALENT``
hmm den i left band and went to work at 1700.
by right i suppose to punch out at 0100.
den faridah asked to extend till 0300.
wah.
ok lor.
tired lor.
hai.
reached home at 0430.
by the time i bath and ready to slp.
its already abt 0500.
abt to sunrise liao.
-_-"

14jan(sundae):

woke up at 1000.
work again.
working at 1230.
reached store ard 1200.
den lijie asked mi.
'suetlin ytd night u nv clear party store room ar?'
WAH!
FUCK!
KNN!
CB!!!
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO ASK MI TO CLEAR THE PARTY STORE ROOM?!?!?!
i juz walked away.
wah ni na bei!!!
den i think she went to tell ivy and louise ba.
den they came and asked mi!!!
KNNBCCB!!!
HELLO!!!
IM NOT EMPLOYED TO CLEAR THE STORE ROOM DE OKEY!!!
IM NOT UR MAID!!!
U CAN JOLLY WELL HELP MI TOUCH UP THE STORE ROOM.
AT LEAST HELP MI CLEAR ABIT OF THE TRUSH THERE.
TIDY UP THE WHOLE ROOM.
DEN LEAVE!!!
JUZ LEAVE TAT WHOLE BLOODY FUCK UP ROOM FOR MI TO CLEAR?!?!
IM ALREADY FREAKING TIRED FROM BAND COME TO WORK LIAO.
STILL ASK TO MI CLEAR TAT WHOLE ROOM?!?!
WAN MI TO DIE AR?!?!
den ivy sae will feedback to serene and tell her dunno wat lah.
i noe.
at the end of the story still need the last star to clear everything and lock up the room de.
and im always the one who work the latest.
i dun mind clearing.
but.
like wat i had sae.
at least help mi touch up abit of the trush.
throw those can be thrown de.
tidy up the room.
den at least when i end my party liao.
i no need clear like one siao cha bo wat.
dee and happily sit in the lobby talking to ivan.
lijie can happily sit in the lobby listen to her mp3.
cant they juz spent a little of those time to clear up abit?!
argh!!!
angry lah!!!
so todae(sun) aft my last party.
i spent ard 1hr to clear the whole fuck up room.
christmas deco oso got no one wana keep it.
juz throw it anyhow.
waiting for next yr and put it up again ah!!!
aft i cleared the whole room.
looks neater.
much better.
but.
WHO THE HELL WILL APPRECIATE IT?!
i can tell u.
NO ONE!!
hais.
sad lah.
now.
my store reallie sux.
management team sux.
the managers in the management team now.
dun haf the togetherness in doing things.
how can things be done without togetherness?
the star team oso sux.
mi.
dee and lijie.
all doing our own things in our own ways.
dun care abt others.
hais.
u think i wana see this to happen meh.
at least last time got yu wei to clear everything wif mi.
now?
i do it alone lor.
hais.
the crews?
attitude problem here and there.
youngsters nowadaes.
hais.
if ever now i wana leave.
wana resign.
oso cannot lor.
not i dun wan.
audrey wun ever let mi off de.
coz lijie resigning.
due to o level this yr.
big deal ar?!
i oso work during my o level yr.
onli stop work aft june ba.
ai ya dun care her lah.
the earlier she go.
the lesser conflict will haf mif her.
=x
den dee engaging.
heard tat cant work during weekends.
DEN WHO THE HELL WILL CONDUCT WEEKENDS PARTIES?!
dun ever they let mi die alone there.
see.
how u expect mi to resign?
this kind of thing no need to ask oso will noe the ans liao.
might as well dun ask.
almost all friends ard mi ask mi y dun i change job.
not i dun wan.
is i cannot.
hais.
dunno since when im so committed there sia.
made mi leading a stressful life now.
shld be since im promoted to star 1yr+ ago ba.
more responsibilities.
hais.

sometimes things juz simply SUX!!
and FUCK UP too!!
argh!!
hais.
reallie cant expect everything to happen in the way i wanted to.
>_<"


my 2002 paper.
okok lor.
reallie till the last min.
wana check ans wif my ai ren den time up.
...
rmb the wrong thing and did wrong AGAIN!!!
same as 2010!!!
idiot lor!
forget it.



later 0830.
my maths paper.
yupp.
the last one liao.
wah.
i sound like last paper of my sememter sia.
lol.



hmm.
now den i realise.
actually they din notice tat he had changed.
or im juz too observant?

im back from my marketing paper.
hell lor!
i spent my whole bloody dae studying.
and this morning reached sch 10+ to study.
ended up guess wat?
i finish the paper within 15mins!
waste my time.
studied all those theories.
ended up din ask to elaborate.
idiot sia.
fine.
nvm.
its over liao.
den he insisted to send mi home.
err.
ok lor.
haha.
=D



tml 2002!!
omg.
later reallie hafta piang the past yr paper.
if not siao.
haha.
tml paper 1630 to 1800.
den fri the maths paper 0830 to 1000.
stupid time table right!
second time liao lor.
bth.
den ai ren ask wana ton aft 2002 paper to study maths.
ton at mac?
lol.
dunno lah.
hmm.
aft fri paper.
we all are free from common test liao!
ai ren and mi wana go eat sushi!!!
but seline wana go kbox``
di dunno wana go or not.
-_-"
sian de lah.
so dunno go where still.
hais.
i think aft we enjoyed on fri.
we all hafta PIANG for all of our assignment/project/report.
got c prog de mini project.
semestral project.
and ai ren and mi still got marketing de assignment/report.
sians.
omg.
we all are reallie last min man.
wat to do.
tats our style of doing project.
=x

hi to all``
got sth to annouce.
i reallie hugged my marketing notes from the time of my last post to the time of current post.
of coz i did had my dinner all those lah!
guess wat i did?
i went to write notes for all the 5 chapters tat are going to be tested.
wah!
reallie rare to see mi so hardworking liao lor.
i think ever since i enter poly.
i veri seldom write notes le.
coz bo bian leh.
marketing is all theory de.
hais.
sians lor.
hmm.
actually if i force myself to memorise those theories.
i think i can do it de.
juz tat im simply lazy to memorise nia.
=P
juz now while i was writing marketing de notes.
suddenly i think izzit a blessing for mi to fail eng?
made mi cant get into any of the business course which i hope so much to get into it at tat time.
coz now den i realise tat business seems like got alot of theories.
juz look at my last sem de accounting and this sem de marketing.
wah``
reallie made mi headache lor.
izzit reallie a blessing for mi to fail eng?
and had mi getting into engineering?
which involve lotsa maths and physics.
at the same time i love maths lots!
am i studying a course tat i like?
actually..
i reallie dunno.
i still dunno wat am i going to do wif my diploma aft i graduate.
mayb others now already haf a rough idea wat they going to do liao.
got their own ambition le.
but mi?
got none.

hmm.
i think i shld gif him.
gif mi.
gif each other a chance ba.
instead of mi keep avoiding.
hais.
baddie mi``
=(

marketing is the process of planning and excecuting the conception, pricing, promotion and distribution of ideas, goods and services to create exchanges that satisfy individual and organizational goods.. -memorised
LOL!!!
=D

hais.
omg!
i had been rotting for the whole morning!
haven even open my marketing book yet!
and the paper is TML!!!
siao liao.
die liao.
later u will be seeing mi hugging onto my marketing book for the rest of my dae liao.



i starting to dun like 1 type of ppl.
buay on de ppl.
reallie lor.
sian de leh those ppl.
like ytd we all went sch earlier to study.
den during lunch time.
dunno y ai ren suddenly suggested to call for pizza hut delivery.
coz super monday.
got free drumlets.
i sae ok lah.
den ask seline diana and her friend.
the 3 of them.
like..
ai mai ai mai[hokkien] lydat.
keep asking them.
like no response de.
den they check wallet lah.
this lah.
tat lah.
ask them.
'anything lor..'
-_-"
i mean.
if got budget juz sae lah.
no need to be lydat de.
mi ai ren and johan sian diao.
den we 3 sae.
'aiya go fj buy lah'
den they still hao yi shi sae.
'eh tot wana order pizza?'
wth!



hmm.
actually he oso asked mi for lunch ytd.
but i told him i buying back to tutorial room to eat wif my friends.
sorry..
actually i was like quite mao dun de.
err.
but nvm lah!
haha.
afterall.
i think i had a intersting lunch advanture ytd.
juz a lunch and like a couple of stuffs happened.
=D



hmm.
as for ytd de paper.
im sort of dead too.
din reallie do any of the theory qns.
but when we all are in the lt liao.
seen the qns.
shit!
turned and asked my ai ren.
'first page last qns!!'
wah``
lucky she told mi.
if not tat few marks fly liao.
thanx ah.
=D
got another theory asked wat is the 4 diff between AM and FM.
-_-"
diao``
i rmb 3 nia.
haha.
better den nth lah.
actually i din study tat de.
but last min juz scan thru it nia.
seriously.
i din study ALL the theory.
i juz simply hate theory.
lalala``
=p
and ya!
i rmb one of the formula wrongly!
and tat whole part de qns WRONG!!
tat was like 15/30 marks?!
omg``
and i went to calculate how much i can get.
shld be juz pass nia.
so i juz expect i get D for tis lor.



den aft the paper.
took train.
went town.
to meet mjc s101 de gers!
wah.
it was like aft 2 yrs den get to see them.
actually onli 5 of us lah.
haha.
mi.
june.
miko.
ya ting.
shirley.
siew luang was the one who asked miko to organise a gathering and she herself was not free to attend.
-_-"
haha.
sad lor.
din get to see her.
2 yrs din see her liao.
omg``
hmm.
ya.
we all meet liao.
went mache.
yup.
nice.
yummy!
we all ate till damn full lor.
haha.
den aft our dinner.
we all went neoprints.
ya!
we pretty 5 ladies!
wahaha!
=D
the 3 of them spend some deco-ing.
while mi and june went walk walk ard and saw xin ying there.
haha.
the neoprints finally done.
den off we go.
while walking to bus stop and train station.
they were talking bad abt ms chia.
our maths teacher tat time!
lol.
and hor.
aft 2 yrs.
den i realise.
alot of the gers drop out at tat time.
im the first to drop out aft 2mths+ ba.
actually aft mi got alot drop out too.
but i dunno!
until ytd!
LOL!
aft mi.
june.
ya ting.
shirley.
siew luang.
all drop out too!
left wif poor miko.
wif the other grp of gers.
pei jie.
cindy.
kelly.
they all.
haha.
ya.
we this grp was not tat close wif the grp of gers.
still rmb pei jie was the treasurer.
den she complain to ms chia tat we all dun wana pay her for dunno wat stuffs liao.
omg.
now i think back oso can laugh man!
=D
tat was part of my mjc life man.
oh ya.
left wif poor miko.
den she told us tat seng tuck ask her to join the guys for lunch since she was like left alone.
aft we all gone.
=P
yup.
den parted wif them le.
i took bus.
and the rest of them taking train.
glad and happy tat get to see them aft 2 yrs.
hope tat there will be such a gathering regularly.
ya.
i simply LOVE gatherings!
esp gather wif those friends tat long time din meet.
and of coz wif my dearest friends too.
but.
i dun like to organise it.
=x
im waiting for a primary sch gathering!
dunno who will organise it leh.
the previous one was organised by candice.
im waiting for ppl to ask mi to attend it!
LOL!
hmm.
oh ya.
this reminds mi of sth.
i think we suppose to have a sec1 gathering during last dec.
but im like having a busy dec.
opps!
sorrie!
=x



ytd night yu wei called mi.
guess wats her motive of calling mi?
'ehh bus 197 got go kallang mrt?'
den i ans her.
'u think i singapore directory ah?!'
LOL!
im not sure got or not lah.
ask her ask the bus driver.
she dun dare.
-_-"
tat ger ah.
forever de lah.
bth``
at parkway board bus den call and ask mi.
b4 tat din call.
siao hor.
if not ask her go paya lebar mrt nearer.
freaking blur.
no wonder sam call her bimbo.
=P



ytd during my bus journey back home.
he msged mi.
he asked mi out to study wif him todae.
wif all my excuses and everything.
i turned him down.
omg.
sorrie!
den im like keep on asking him.
y?
y?
y?
den he told mi tat.
he like mi?
err..
i din reply his msg liao.
actually i expected tat to happen liao ba.
aft tat 2 daes.
but now.
i reallie dunno wat i wan.
ya.
i reallie hope to haf someone to love and care for mi.
TRUELY.
but now.
im like enjoying the life of being single.
hai.
wth i wan man.
i dunno lah!
i scared tat i will show attitude aft some time.
tat wat i did in the past.
ya.
i all the while noe my attitude sux aft tat time.
i reallie hope tat i reallie can control lor.
but..
hais.
let natrual takes its course ba.
and oso let mi peacefully finish my common tests first.
den i decide for anything ba.



off i go to hug my markeing notes...

im kinda sad.
i dropped the pen josias gave it to mi b4 he left in the bus.
bus num 13.
bus plate num 311.
=x
i noe who took it.
bloody hell din return to mi.
i onli noe when tat person gonna alight.
walked past mi and i heard tat pen clicking sound.
its my pen!
i regconise tat sound!
fuck!
knn!
bloody hell!
im cursing the one who took it it.
used it and ur hands ROT ah!!!
ARGH!!!
ya.
u may think its juz a pen.
WAT THE BIG DEAL?!
its not tat expensive pen afterall.
the whole matter.
im not angry abt the price.
im angry and sad abt i lose a gift from someone.
its abt something tat will made mi remind of tat person.
sort of memory ba.
hais.
i felt sorry.
guilty?
im sorry josias.
i noe most of the times i go against u.
shouted at u.
im reallie sorry!
but i reallie do appreciate the pen.
i love tat pen.
but now its gone.
hais.



another thing.
todae is the start of my common test week.
hmm.
reallie had been slacking from the start of my semester.
reallie hope everything can goes on smoothly for mi ba.
if she can dun come sch regularly yet she pass all her semester.
y cant i?



hmm.
going to sch earlier in the morning to do last minute mugging b4 my 2010 paper.
which is 1630 to 1800.
den aft paper going dinner at mache!
wah.
lol.
tat is a mjc s101 gathering wor.
freaking LONG time din meet them le lor.
yupp!
missing them!
missing those daes?
err...
well...
-no comments-
LOL!!!
=D



hmm.
im like getting so close to him these 2 daes.
was having gastric on sat during work.
den on sun he bought medicine and a garlic bread for mi b4 i go to work.
mayb he tot tat i wun eat b4 work.
indeed i din eat anything b4 work.
sent mi to work.
waited for mi there.
the whole dae.
he was studying there lah.
i onli get to go off at 1930.
aft 2 parties of mine.
and aft a mini meeting wif dee and sam.
ya.
coz sth happened.
gonna haf a meeting wif audrey soon b4 cny.
-_-"
hmm.
ya.
went off wif him and went to had our dinner.
well.
tat was my breakfast-cum-lunch-dinner ba.
=x
den aft tat he sent mi home.
sm:)e

read yun's and june's blog.
both stated their new year resolutions.
den i was thinking.
where are mine?
and wat are mine?
well.
maybe the year 2006 is quite a meaningless beginning for mi ba.
so i juz treat it as a normal another dae for mi.
wat new year resolutions?
forget man!!!
todae dunno wat will happen tml.
happy happy haf my todae.
den happy happy start my tml can liao.
tats mi now ba.
dun wana think so much liao.
hmm.
i think i muz change and to trust ppl ba.
instead of suspecting ppl.
think this way.
suspect this way.
think tat way.
suspect tat way.
den ended up i think i realised tat.
wat i suspected and tot is all rubbish ba.
hai``

im waiting``
sakit hati``

omg!
its 2006 le!
...
so wat?!
wats the big deal abt tat man?!
din celebrate it.
at least i did a mini countdown at my work place.
haha.
i spent my 'new year' at my work place lor.
im the one who did the countdown for my store.
3mins!
2mins!
1min!
yeah!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
den im the crazy one go ard my store wishing all the crews.
samuel and joey oso cannot tahan mi.
ya.
sot liao mi.
wahaha.
den we all oso went outside my store to see the fireworks.
its from esplanade de.
looks free hor mi?
actually im not!
i work from 31dec2005 1700 to 1jan2006 0730.
abt 15hrs sia!
dunno where the hell those ppl come from de.
so late liao dun wana slp.
all come mac to eat.
haha.
ya.
i ton at mac again!
keep ton-ing there recently sia.
haha.
den joey cant close her cash sheet during midnight mah.
so damn bloody busy.
den at 0530 she die die hafta go start closing.
throw mi 1 person at counter.
mi damn tired at tat time liao.
i took my own sweet time to serve sia.
wahaha.
den tat samuel told mi tat he slept in the mgr room for 15mins.
wth?!
i din rest he went to slp!!
-_-"
haha.
den at 0600 opening auntie come liao.
den i told the auntie.
'auntie faster come take over my counter i beri tired liao.'
lol.
den she took over mi.
i went in the mgr room to rest lor.
im hungry at tat time but oso got no energy to eat liao.
tat joey blur like dunno wat.
den samuel help her close her cash.
wif his help.
finally the cash is closed at ard 8+ ba.
den we went home.
den mi and joey took cab back.
samuel is too shag to send us back le lah.
somemore joey live so far.
haha.
i reached home ard 9.
bathed.
went to slp.
den woke up.
1430 liao.
fast lor.
den im working at 1700.
sian.
den went to work.
conducted a party.
it sux.
simply sux ok.
nvm.
night mgr is again samuel and joey.
its the 3 of us again.
haha.
we 3 pray damn hard tat it wont be like the dar b4 again.
haha.
ya.
reallie no.
punch out at 3am.
got transport.
den joey ask.
'u wana take transport or sam u sending her home?'
den i ans.
'i wana take sam's car!'
wahaha!
den he look at mi like one kind.
la la la.
=p
im tat thick-skin de.
lol.
got car of coz take car lah.
=D
den on the way we talked abt dee.
she going to ROM on 18feb.
hmm.
all we can sae is.
its too fast and early.
she noe ivan not even half a yr.
den go ROM liao.
not did sth wrong or wat.
like wat sam sae.
she is too idealistic.
tats her first relationship.
she wans it to be perfect.
hmm.
ya.
its her decision.
reallie hope tat she wun regret can le lor.
bless her.
=)
ok.
den i reached home ard 0345 ba.
bathed le.
slp.
the next dae working at 1330.
conducted a party.
it sux too.
not my fault?
partly mine?
watever!
punched out at 2200.
left at 2230.
tml sch.
sian.
wed c pro paper.
die liao lor.
haven study yet.
den the next week common test.
hafta piang midnight oil liao.
sometimes reallie envy those ppl who no need to work during studying.
hai!
its my life!
wat to do!!!

hmm.
where shall i start.
...
let mi start from ytd.
i met joey at 1630 at cineleisure.
she told mi one thing.
made mi shock.
REAL SHOCK!!!
but.
to mi.
if ever i haf the chance.
mayb i will gif it a try.
well.
coz im still young.
'shld' try all sorts of things.
to a certain extent lah of coz!
in the future old liao wana try oso cannot liao lor.
joey told mi tat she noe tat there wun be any jue guo.
hmm.
den i dunno y she wana start it leh.
but im afraid tat one dae kena forced to end it.
im the one being hurt.
...
omg!
im thinking too much liao.
ok stop!
ya.
den acc joey shopping.
wah.
she spend her money reallie like tap water sia.
buy things no second thoughts de.
buy 1 marscara for $40.
not even 5mins she pay for it liao.
somemore she din even see the price tag first de.
she walked to the cashier.
den see the price.
'orh $40'
i was like.
'wah'
lol.
den she went to buy perfume.
asked the salesgirl to intro her.
den intro her on.
she smelled liao.
she took 1 den go pay liao.
oso nv see the price de.
den i ask her.
'wah u lydat buy liao ar?'
den she ans.
'ya. feel the smell comfortable den ok lor'
i oso was like.
'wah again'
haha.
when can i like her ar?
buy things no second thoughts de.
now i buy things think till i sian + tired lor.
hai.
mayb wait till im a working adult like her ba.
:)
den we parted ard 1945.
coz she working overnight.
den my party de incentives haven calculate let her key.
so i went back to store ard 2230 lydat.
i bought her dinner(or rather supper ba!).
den i calculate liao.
went off ard 2330 lor.
yup!
den todae.
ard 1030.
i was awake by my ai ren de sms.
telling mi to meet at 1230 in sch.
TO STUDY!!!
ya.
todae is the first dae of my term break tat im studying.
ai ren oso ba.
opps!
baddie us!
=p
did the c prog de past common test paper.
den was crapping ard.
as usual.
wahaha.
but no dai dee.
LOL!!!
den went off at 1700.
coz im having dinner wif my mum.
at restaurant.
hee.
nice!
yummy!
finished ard 2130.
i wanted to go bugis de.
but too late liao.
hmm.
den tml morning shld be meeting ai ren in sch to study ba.
den working at 1700.
sad lor.
ppl go happening.
go countdown to 2006.
mi.
the pathetic one.
hafta work.
spend my 2006 at kallang mac?!?!
WTH!!!
lol.
=D
had asked shinyi to come acc mi.
asked her to jio june along.
dunno they will come or not leh.
if not i sad lor.
hmm.
lucky tml night working de mgrs not sian.
samuel.
joey and faridah ba.
lucky dun haf those i dislike de.
if not i reallie sian till siao lor.
wahaha.
ok lah.
wish everybody a Happy New Year 2006 k!!
hope u will haf a GREAT year ahead!
=D

i mia-ed for 2 daes.
hee.
i ton for 2 daes sia.
lol.
i juz turned 18.
and im a baddie le.
=x
let mi sae abt my christmas.
i worked on my christmas.
tats saddening hor?
wat to do.
wahaha.
i worked 1700 to 0100.
i din went home.
mi.
louise.
joey.
ivy.
lijie.
yunrui.
and ben went to samuel de house to ton.
(oh ya. samuel had went back to kallang mac to work liao. his first dae was on my bdae! hee =p)
haha.
we drink sia.
louise mix for us.
drink till im drunk.
tats y i stopped drinking when i noe im drunk.
:)
ya.
i noe my limits ba.
we all ton till i slept at 0700++.
and im working at 1130!!!
i was being asked to wake up by joey.
'eh wake up go work lor! wait serene face black black'
ok lor.
i woke up.
bathed and took a cab to store wif ivy.
she working ay 1200.
the grp ton tat night all was working the next dae.
and im the sway-est.
working the earliest among them.
i enjoyed my christmas afterall.
drink and got drunk.
wahaha!
ok.
the on 26dec.
worked till 2000.
din went home too.
ton at where?
ton in my store.
siao hor mi.
haha.
mi.
joey.
ben.
and samuel acc louise to stay overnight.
coz 27dec got new promotions.
den tat serene din schedule ppl to do the new promotion thingy.
so we stayed and help her lor.
we stayed till 0600 the next morning.
den samuel drove joey and mi home.
wah.
thanx!
den reach home slept for ard 4hrs.
wake up liao.
coz met ai ren and the rest of the gers to to eat soeul garden.
i was so tired.
sorry if u din enjoyed ur dae.
coz i reallie din slp well for tat past 2 daes.
sorry my ai ren!
=(
aft tat acc dan to repair her hp.
den shopped at far east.
den went home.
reallie slp thru out my journey man.
reach home ard 1900.
I SLEEP!!!
till the next morning 0800 lydat.
kena wake up by my mother.
coz we all going johor.
wif shu fang auntie lor.
had our breakfast.
meet shu fang auntie at the bus terminal there.
den went johor.
hee.
went city square lor.
i bought 5566 posters!!!
xiu!!!
-wInK wInK-
=p
den i oso bought a roxy pants.
wanted to buy the roxy wallet de.
black de.
but tat was the last piece.
and was dirty oso.
so din get it.
SAD!!!
ok.
i oso bought 2 tops.
a slippers.
ya.
tats all ba.
den reach home ard 1900 lydat.
wanted to watch tv de.
but was too tired.
slp on sofa.
i oso miss my star idol.
but i watched the results.
tat was sad.
nvm.
din affect mi much.
haha
joey juz msg mi.
ask mi acc her go shopping.
later.
haha.
ya.
meeting her at cine at 1600.
den she going off ard 2000 lydat.
coz she working overnight.
ya.
hai.
i had been 'enjoying my life' for the past few deas liao.
den hor.
commen test coming.
i din haven even touch my books yet.
din revise a single BIT yet.
hai.
die liao lor.
hope fri i got no activity.
den at least i can study abit.
den sat chiong-ing wif my jies ba.
omg.
my common test die liao lah!!!
save mi!!!

merry christmas!!!
well.
its a lonely christmas for mi this year.
boring.
reallie dun haf the christmas mood.
wif common test coming SOON!
its reallie more sucky lor.
sian lah.
looking forward to new year eve.
going clubbing wif my gers ba.
but.
thinking of my first paper on 4jan.
somemore is c pro.
wah!
made mi.
totally sian!
-_-"

i finally found the meaning of living.
i reallie find myself very xing fu.
very lucky.
reallie!
i reallie wana thank god for letting mi noeing them.
not anyone else but my lovely 6 jies.
of coz not forgetting our long-term guest-of-honour.
SHIN YI!!!
lol.
the 7 of them gave mi an unforgettable 18th birthdae.
=)
i reallie dunno how to thank u all.
i reallie dunno how to show my appreciation to u all.
all i can sae is:
THANK YOU!!! I REALLIE LOVIEE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!!!




yup.
23dec(fri).
met them at pasir ris den head towards fisherman village.
onli saw shan, lu and shinyi nia.
when i ask where are the rest.
they sae they still in white sands.
shinyi told mi they shopping.
shopping?
wat... june looking for necklace?
lol.
i smell sth fishy among them.
sth not right.
i noe they are buying cake de lah.
=p
hello!
i had been thru all of u gers de celebration.
wat u all doing i had done liao.
opps!
din wana cai chuan u all de.
wahaha!
=D
ok.
den ended up.
the 4 of us went fisherman first.
we ordered drinks while waiting for them.
i ordered vodka purple.
nice.
hee.
den i ordered food.
seafood adventure.
*shan its not platter. its adventure =p
stingray.
speg.
so nice of the boss gave us chix wings and 'sotong-ring' on house.
*sorry! i dunno how to spell tat! =P
there is a DJ there.
den we can dedicate song de.
half way when we are eating.
i heard him saeing dedicate to 'sheryl-lin'?
den yun told mi tat he sae the wrong name.
i asked.
'izzit suppose to be mi?'
she said yes.
they dedicated bdae song for mi.
but there dun play bdae song de.
den tat DJ and a ger sing it live for mi.
so shocked!
so happie!
i tot bdae song nia.
the next moment i heard a very familar song de introduction.
they oso dedicate 5566 de song for mi!!!
they played chun zai!!!
SHOCKED!!!
SURPRISE!!!
HAPPIE!!!
TOUCHED!!!
ya.
and i cried.
tat 4 feelings made mi cry de.
not tat song made mi cry.
dun mistaken wor!
=p
coz i reallie din expect tat to happen.
it was all the wat playing eng songs.
aft tat den i realised tat they onli play chi songs aft 1am.
so...
I REALLIE DIN EXPECT TAT TO HAPPEN!!!
so in the future.
if ever u see mi listening to 5566 de chun zai.
dun blame mi if i cry.
not coz of the touching lyrics.
its coz of my unforgettable 18th bdae!
=D



den aft the food.
we had the exchanging of xmas gifts.
lu got mine!
and i got shinyi's!
hee!
its fun exchanging of xmas gifts!
can we do it every year on my celebration?
bleah!
=p
exchange liao.
its time for mi to cut the cake.
suddenly i feel im like a ming xing at tat time.
keep taking photos.
ask mi to look at tis camera.
ask mi to look at tat camera.
wahaha!
=D
took photos.
took video.
sing songs for mi.
made a wish.
blew the candles.
serve them the cake.
next.
i expected nth good going to happen to mi.
they ask mi to take out candle and the holder from a piece of cake.
ya.
they tried their ways to make my face smash the cake.
ya.
they succeed.
made my face full of 'moisturiser'.
wah.
thanx wor.
=p
i reallie look ugly lor.
but my dearest shan still post it on her blog!
OMG!!!




my thank you speech:
i reallie enjoyed myself.
thanx for letting mi feel so xing fu.
thanx for making mi cry.
u all are the first to make mi cry during my bdae.
=P
hope u all enjoyed it too!
=)
thanx for ALL the presents from u all!
love it!!!
*shan im afraid i dun bear to use it. bleah!
*yun thanx for being the first =)
i reallie thank and appreciate all of ur attendance.
coming to my dinner despite ur busy schedule.
i noe shan is not feeling well.
shinyi shld be working.
yun working early the next morning.
xiu shld be mugging for her coming tests.
wat i wana sae is reallie much much more than the word 'thank you'.
and oso much much more than 'appreciate'.
seriously.
i got no words to describe tat dinner.
its juz simply alot times more than FANTASTIC!!!

[ps] help mi if ever see iris or shinyi online. get them see my blog. let them noe they are being 'thanked' =D




[ps] although i dun haf my HIM. but i haf my JIES! =)



[yun&xiu] rmb to send mi those pic. im waiting! =P




[june] all my sms gone is coz i put my sim card in my uncle de hp. den those msg tat i saved in there ALL save in tat hp liao. cant copy it back to my sim card. tats SAD lor! the onli way of getting them back is onli thru using the usb cable and sync to my com. so now in waiting for TAT cable. he is at malaysia now. -_-" hope can get it back ba...

all my sms-es are gone!
GONE!!!
somemore all is all my bdae greetings from my friends.
ya!
tats include all of u!
im DAMN SAD!!!
haiz.
sob.
SOB!!!
i juz find everyone of those sms are meaningful.
dun u think so?
or its juz my thinking?
haiz!
izzit a sad 18th bdae afterall?
=(
-moodless-